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I WENT TO SEE DIRU!!!!!!!! [18 Nov 2008|04:18pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I'm in love. Did I ever mention this? Dir en grey more than totally rox!! Sure, it was hot, crowded, with people shoving and pushing against the stage, but who cares? I luved it! I'm not as in the know about their new music cuz I listened to Withering to Death a few times and the Marrow of the Bone not at all.... which sux but is true. They convinced me to listen tho, cuz I luved all that I heard! And it's not just that they can play a crowd or that Kyo is like, the ultimate showman... in my biased opinion, of course! I want all the cds I'm missing... Ah Christmas.. what good timing you have! Here's hoping!

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To Cheer Myself Up!! [05 Nov 2008|12:34am]
[ mood | okay ]

I just bought Dir en grey tickets for Nov 16 at the Kool Haus! This makes me feel better! Not so much better that I've forgotten my problems, but enuff that I can smile! YAY!

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My Kitten Is Soooo Cute! [13 Sep 2008|10:41pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Okay, so this is an update, but as my kitten is also vying for my attention in the way that only cats can [she's sitting on my computer desk, and has in fact, already deleted the first msg that I intended to post!], I just had to include her!
Things are looking good for classes so that's all good. It helps that I'm only taking 2 classes this semester: Qualititative Studies and Theories of Society. Next semester, the dreaded French, but that should be balanced out by Car Culture! Sounds like fun actually!
In other news, Cira_21 is returning from the UK on Monday, and I'm gonna go along to pick her up so it should be fun to have her back again, even if she plans to bog herself down with more school! Ewwwwww!! lol
My brother has also moved out and the basement should be all mine again, it's just gonna take some reno... Boys! He punched thru the walls in a couple of places... Needless to say, my mum's relieved that I won't be up to the same shenenigans! That we have to do this as well as break thru the floor to deal with plumbing problems... Ouch! At least it'll all be done finally, so that's that!
In recent sightings, I managed to see MB and Ray to their way to the Film Festival Party.. I was on my way to Alleycatz to see Paris Black, a little known singer perform. That was on Sunday... and on Wednesday, York hosted TALIB KWELI at Downsview!! I was SOOOOOOO excited! I managed to be in the front and took mad pix! I LUV Talib Kweli, and he did not disappoint! Whoo hoo! I've been having a pretty good year back at school so far! I hope this keeps up!

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School begins again [04 Sep 2008|12:15am]
[ mood | apathetic ]

Classes again. Whoo hoo. Is anyone as excited as I am?

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HEY!!! [20 Aug 2008|11:42pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

For all you manga lovers out there, I have found the cutest, no, the sweetest,... aw heck, just read it! Absolute Boyfriend, or Zettai Kareshi!! YUU WATASE [the author of the famous Fushigi Yuugi] ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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In Recent Days.... [26 May 2008|11:39pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I have been feeling pretty good lately. According to everyone around, I look pretty good these days, not so crazed or manic I guess. I'm still working on some stuff for school, I have an exam, and some participation assignments to do for two classes. It's annoying to still have to do them, but I'm good for it so that's all right at least.
In good news tho, I saw David Usher perform for LiveGreen Toronto. It was weird cause I just stumbled onto it while I was cruising downtown after dance class. Oh yeah! I've been doing contact improv dance classes on Saturdays. So much fun! I love to dance, and I've been wanting to take it up again for some time, so it's good that I'm doing it again. I feel good even tho I'm carrying around some extra weight which could be depressing if I didn't feel so good anyway.
Anyway, I'll leave on that note...
OH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY Cira_21!!! I've been meaning to email so don't feel bad. I didn't mean to not say anything so forgive me!

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[25 Mar 2008|01:14am]
[ mood | cold ]

Whassup all! Crunch time at school and mainly I wanna sleep and veg out. Must resist the urge to do nothin'! It doesn't look so bad, gotta read like mad for a presentation tomorrow and I've gotten distracted with an old friend of mine from my days at The Bay. I'll be a good girl and get off the computer now! lol Have a good week all!!

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Two Days In A Row? [09 Mar 2008|10:45pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

LOL I'm freaking out. I just looked at the stack of books that I have to read to complete the papers I have to do. What to do? Well... the only thing that comes to mind is to hide in my room and read. Suggestions anyone?

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[08 Mar 2008|11:18pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Not that I'd ever really wanna sell my self... but! At least I'm not cheap! Wait... this whole thing seems weird somehow! lol
bedroom toys
Powered By Personal Massagers

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A Survey Just To Catch You Up ;] [15 Feb 2008|05:30pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

• × •I N F O R M A T I O N • × •
Name: Carin
Single or taken: Waiting for things to run their course
Sex: Female
Birthday: April 11, 82
Sign: Arian Ram
Siblings: Ian [24]

• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Equal Opportunity :D
Who are your best friends?: Sheldon, Ian, mummy
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Again… waiting for things to run their course
How many exes do you have?: Well, a few...
What is your longest relationship?: Actual relationship? 4 months
What was your shortest relationship?: 2 weeks

• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: No where really... actually, I'd like to start making my own...
Any tattoos or piercings: Belly button, ears, no tattoo yet
Favorite designer?: Labels are just that. Labels. I've never had a use for them
What is your sexiest outfit?: Anything that I put on while wanting to feel sexy
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Anything that I put on while wanting to feel comfy... this however is the majority of my wardrobe...
What do you usually wear?: Depends. Sweats and tanks tops, or jeans and tanks tops.

• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
Do you do drugs?: Does dope really count?
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Tresemmme
What are you most scared of?: Living futilely
What are you listening to right now: Astral Projection: Dancing Galaxy
Who is the last person that called you?: Amina
Where do you want to get married?: Dunno. Outdoors in Japan in the winter?
How many buddies are online right now?: Dunno
What would you change about yourself?: Nothing really

• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
Colors: Purple, silver, green, black
Foods: Thai, Mexican, Japanese.. anything prepared by someone who loves me.
Girls names: Sira, Elsabeth.. dunno
boys names: Nathaniel, Aaron... dunno
Subjects in school: Sociology, philosophy, psychology, law, history, politics, religions.
Animals: All cats, spiders, butterflies, elephants, dolphins, wolves, horses… all animals really but those are my faves

• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Given anyone a bath?: Yes
Smoked?: Yes
Bungee jumped?: Not yet
Made yourself throw up?: ............ Throw up? Food? Not a snowball's chance in the pit.
Skinny dipped?: Not yet
Ever been in love?: Yes, thankfully
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No, that's the sucker's way out.
Pictured your crush naked?: Much too often. I'm doing it right now.
Actually seen your crush naked?: Hells yes.
Cried when someone died?: 'm not a souless puppet or utter bastard.
Lied: Yes, but this is something that I like to avoid doing.
Been rejected?: Quite a few times. Many people don't really get me.
Rejected someone?: I won't be with anyone who isn't a match for me.
Used someone?: I don't try to do this but sometimes it works out that way
Done something you regret?: Many a time

• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes: purple tank, black sweats, high school sweater
Music: Gluck - [Orfeo Ed Euridice] Che Faro Senza Euridice
Smell: The breeze outside
Desktop picture: 2 really cool looking tropical fish
CD in player: Mariah Carey - Butterfly
DVD in player: Cowboy Bebop

• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched: Ian
Hugged: Mummy
You IMed: Ryan
That IMed you: Again, Ryan likely
You yelled at: Mummy unfortunately
You kissed: Mummy

• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding: Yes
Open-minded: The best way I know how to be.
Arrogant: No, but people often think so because I'm self confident
Insecure: No, not really... sometimes I second guess myself but that's about it.
Random: I just re read this thing as I actually filled it out a long time ago, and my original answer to this question was funnier but dated. C’est la vie!! ;p
Hungry: Yes
Smart: Very much so
Moody: I feel moods easily but I'm not moody persay.
Hard working: Yes.
Organized: Yeah.
Healthy: Just need to work on the eating habits.
Shy: Not anymore... but sometimes, in certain company...
Difficult: I can be
Attractive: Yah..
Bored easily: Yes. I have to get back into the swing of reading to fill up my time!
Obsessed: I don’t think so... if I love something, I invest heavily in it tho..
Angry: Quick to anger
Sad: Yes...... but the things that upset me, upset me, but I can usually work my way thru them.
Happy: Pretty much.
Hyper: Oh, I can be!!
Trusting: If I trust you, I REALLY trust you. If I don't trust you, I REALLY don't trust you. I think I give everybody their due by now tho.

• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •
Kill?: No one is worth that karmic burden. They will each be dealt with, after all, it's themselves that they must face in the end, and before God too. Sux to be them.
Slap: Okay... quite a few peeps actually.
Get really wasted with?: The people I got really wasted with the last time??
Get high with: Ditto
Sex it up with: KYO

• × • R A N D O M • × •
In the morning I: either wake up on my own, am forced awake or have to be up soon anyway.
All you need is: love
Love is: mankind's redeeming quality
I dream about: the future and my place in it
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: either I'm in or I'm out

• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × •
Coke or Pepsi: both bad for you.. but Pepsi.. last I heard, they weren't forcibly putting down people who were organizing for labour unions..
Flowers or candy: Flowers.. anything out of nature is okay with me.
Tall or short: as long as I can reach

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Pure Pleasure Seekin'... [31 Jan 2008|12:21am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Haven't been to class in days... am probably going to regret that, but I can't seem to get out of bed these days. I know better than to slack off, but I haven't been helping it anyway. Been reading Danse Macabre, a Laurell K Hamilton and Anita is preggers. This is crazy to me so I HAD to say something even if no one else cares. Lol Actually, I'm reading about 8 books, I just keep picking up different ones at different times, and not finishing. Some of these are re-reads which is how they get put down, and some are while I'm travelling books which is why they're not finished yet. Soon I say, soon! I watched Bowling For Columbine and Farenheit 9/11 today for the first time... really interesting tidbits of info there, ne? Really cemented some of my anti-Bush and anti-Republican sentiments, but I'll save those for another rant. For now, I rock my black nail polish with pride, and I'll never go fight in a war for another man's greed... nor shall I ever buy a gun to make certain industries richer even as they seek to control me by instilling in me fear of my neighbours. If anything I'll think about making my own pepper spray! Lol

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Again???? [27 Jan 2008|11:16pm]
A recently added post! Never say so!!
In news... wow, that set up makes it seem like there's something really special to tell, but alas, there was mostly reruns and sleep to mention! Okay, there was also a trip to Harbourfront rink with my friend Amina at which time I fell only twice but the reason we had to cut the whole thing short was 'cause the skates are stiff and I only wore one pair of socks. Honestly, it does hurt if they're pressing against one's ankles. Really! Then we went shopping and I managed not to find a new hat.. but I really want one 'cause my cap is good and all, but it leaves my ears cold... Luckily it hasn't been that cold so far, but then winter hasn't yet officially begun. Has it? I dunno. I don't think so, but then the most important thing is that it's still warmish for the new year. Gah. I'm praying for warm weather. Or a lotto ticket that allows for warm weather. LOL
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This Seems Like It's Part Of A Trend! [24 Jan 2008|10:13pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

A trend I say. I update for a while, then I just vanish off the net! This has to do with the computer being in the basement which is an unwelcome atmosphere! I want a laptop, but first I need to get myself a job. Recent developments make this damn near impossible which is unfortunate 'cause I hate to be a] idle b] broke. Boooooooooo!!
Seeing a lot of school work about to pile up. I can do this work no prob but I think it's this mentality that is seeing me be a bit lacksadical. I am on this crazy medication that makes me sleep like 12 hrs a day, but that's still 12 hours left, y'know? I'm laaaaaaaazy!! This can't continue on!! LOL

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What's Goin' On?? [02 Aug 2007|03:33pm]
I suck!! I haven't updated in a while...... sorry!! I dunno what exactly to say so... hmmmm....
Well! I've been taking it easy this summer... no, it has not been a repeat of last summer! I've been hanging out with my girlfriend Alex this summmer.... we've tried out Bikram yoga, and wandered around... hit the beach a few times...
Then we were joined by Chris, a friend of Alex's who's joining us from Ireland... and we pal around... went sailing, went up to Bruce Peninsula for a few days with our friend Julie [that was sooooo fun!! Julie has a farm up there somewhere... couldn't tell you where exactly... eep! We went swimming.. [I can't swim, but I managed!] and driving around checking out the local spots... and we went around the farm breaking trails on these 4 wheelers that also doubled as mowers.... I dunno what to call them as I'm sure I forgot what they were two seconds after I was told!! Terrible! Anyhow... we returned last Thursday.. just in time for the Jazz Festival which was as fun as usual. My mom, Alex's mom, Chris, Alex and I all wandered the Fest, but that was all I ended doing but that's cool, my mom had a bandstand pass so she went down on Sunday but I was a lazy cat and didn't get out of bed so I missed it. Booooooooooooooooooooo.............
In other news... I have seen almost all of the first season of Rome which is awesome 'cause I reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally wanted to see it and my mom just got the Movie Channel which means I saw the last two episodes but that was all! So now I'm catching up! So chuffed!! Rome rox, so I seriously recommend it!!! ....... I'm sure you can dl it but if you do, burn me a copy!! LOL
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Okay, I Guess There's Way Worse???? Dunno If This Fits, That's All..... [23 May 2007|12:51am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

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Saaaaaaaaaaa........... [23 May 2007|12:22am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Happy Bday Alex!!!!
Okay, so it's a bit belated, but I still luff you!! Mwahahaha!!
Alright, in other news, the two of us wandered downtown today, and I did a little shopping.. found some really sweet dresses today for a reeeeeeeeeeeally great price, so I'm feeling all chuffed....
Saw Rowan the other day! Sup man! We should play Risk this summer and if Eric is all that bothered, then not!! But that's okay... just tell him I'm coming anyway... Y'know to prepare him for the upset. [laughs evilly]
Okay.. so for the rest of the week... I think I have a fundraiser to go to.. and a cadet alumni dinner that I'm apprehensive about since one of my most devoted [dear heaven, why, why, WHY??? I'm not all that pretty.... [blinks]] stalkers will be there.... [slumps] MOU!!!! Why tho?? What did I ever do to have a guy be determined to marry?? me since I was 12?? Maybe this has to do with me being born under a curse?? Boooooooooooo!!! Someone help! What do I say that gets the point across without being a] cruel b] cutting c] mean-spirited?? Take into account that I've been saying no since I was 14........ [sighs heavily]
Mou! Now I'm all depressed... NEED ICE CREAM!!!!! NEEEEEEEEEEED IT.... mmmmmmmmmmmm.... okay. I'm hyper, I'm out!!!

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Wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! [15 May 2007|10:17pm]
[ mood | restless ]

So... guess who had a date the other day?? You guessed it, yours truly!! It was a pretty good date.. Hooked up with a guy I met at Laurence West... and we had a good time.. nice guy, looked like we clicked... and we had good conversation pretty much... but he's in the reg forces so he's off for the summer... dunno what'll happen when he gets back, but it was still nice.
In other news... haven't had work for about three weeks, thought I was fired for sure, but my boss says no. I dunno... maybe I should start looking for something else.. but honestly, I kinda do like the job, and I don't wanna search.. although I'd really rather something with better pay and that challenges my mind... Not that I don't like or am good at retail.. but I didn't wanna work another retail job!!
Trying to read this book called Holy Anorexia... which is about religious asceticism and how nuns in a religious fervour starved themselves in patterns that modern day doctors would call anorexia... It's kinda interesting.. bit of a dry read, but not too bad....

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Um.... [11 May 2007|04:57pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I am bored!!!
For some reason, I can't seem to concentrate long enough to read a book! Which sux 'cause I really want to!! Booooo!! Well.. I guess I should get out of the house and hit the beach and read.
Nothing else to say!! So... I guess that's all for now... Ta!

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Anou... Nemui dayo....... [07 May 2007|09:50pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Still bored... and I think I might be out of a job!! Which sux, but as I don't wanna:
a] work retail
b] work downtown
this is not as bad as it could be! Altho... lack of paycheque bad!!! Very bad as I'm s'posed to learn how to drive this summer! boooooooo........
In other news... hmmmmmmmm..... I dun think there is other news! I dunno, what's there to say?? [growls] Okay, so as there is nothin', I'm out! peace!!

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Anouuuuuu........ [02 May 2007|02:57pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Well... technically, summer has begun!!
Unfortunately, I haven't been all that active.... laziness abound!!
I dunno.... bored... and not because I don't have books to read!! Didn't bother with summer classes... mainly cause the music classes I wanted were full! Boooooooo!!
I'm glad that it's finally warming up, cause I wanna hit the beach!! Anyone wanna come with??

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Errrrrrrrgah! [17 Apr 2007|11:09am]
[ mood | moody ]

So! I have my last exam today, and you know what that means!! FREEDOM FOR THE SUMMER!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO-HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
I wanna go pokin around the city! MARY-BETH!!! This means you babe!! Not that I wanna do it unless it's warm.... and I dunno when you have the time... we should coordinate!!
I hope everyone's been doing okay! I...... just finished a private post that really... didn't make my head any less confused, but then these days it seems like nothing ever will. SO! What I'm gonna say is... props to all tha love birds, good luck, and I'm happy you're makin it work! To all tha single peeps.. we'll get there won't we? I know we will! We have to or else, we just might end up feelin like we're never meant to be anything other than alone, and if we believe that, then we'll never believe in finding love one day. Thing is.. we ALL have to love ourselves enough to find love. And now I sound like some sorta advice columnist so I'll really stop here!!
SO! IF everyone's free we should all get together.. it's been a while ne? Should DO something together.... okay! Maybe I'll throw a party or something... Maaaaaaaybe. Suggestions for a meet up anyone?

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Ah yesh [20 Feb 2007|05:08pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

I just saw Dir en grey pics for the first time in soo long, and I am drooling. Ohmigoooooodness, Kyo looks awesome! I noticed that there weren't any Toshiya or Shinya pics so I don't know how they look these days but I'm sure they're their usual beautiful selves. There were Die and Kaoru pics but not many, and mostly I noticed that they look good but my attention was for Kyo..
I'm definately not as much a fan as I used to mainly cause I'm not hanging off of them like crazy but that's a good thing, right? Doesn't that mean maturing? If that's true, then I hate growing up! I never wanted to give up Diru!!
In other news, I accomplished nothing at all over Reading Week and I am kicking myself for it now, but in a slow motion, train wreck kinda way which means I'd better get off my ass or something or this year'll be a write off and I really don't need that. I just can't seem to get motivated! I dunno what to do with my laziness, and part of me wonders if it's reluctance to tackle the material or if it's fear of not doing well. I know that this year hasn't been as good as other years but I still have two years to make up for it.. and it's knowing that that has been part of the problem cause I've been too lenient with myself knowing that there's time... I've forgotten how to worry about my GPA which is a B right now, but won't be for long if I don't get my act together!!
Boo. I need ice cream. But I feel more motivated now, so I'm off to do something with it! Here's hoping!!

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Yes, I live [11 Feb 2007|09:59pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

I dunno what to say really, but I figure I'd better check in and let ya'll know I'm alive, not doing too bad and kickin.
These days I'm tryin to find a job, tryin to not spend cash I don't have, tryin to stay together and in one piece, but all these things are easier said than done.
Reading week has begun and I need to get working on 2 papers and study for a midterm as soon as classes start again... man, I have been slacking and it's costin me. But! never fear, I shall muddle thru the semester as best as I can... CHIN UP!!
And now that I've motivated mineself some, I'm gonna go do some of that reading.. or at the very least, I'm gonna go read something...

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Keepin Body and Soul Together [17 Jan 2007|02:55pm]
I'm still alive, just living it, day after day, and trusting in God to keep it real basically. I have no clear cut plan for getting where I'm going, and I do want to get there, sometimes so badly that I'm trying to rush the getting there and you can't run thru life. I'm making decisions that don't seem to fit and all I can say is that I'm afraid to walk that road, half-convinced that I'm on it already. Is it too late? That's the question... am I too late to turn around and get to safer ground again?
Trying to keep it real ya'll, trying to stay alive.

Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"

You're a bit of a cynic when it comes to love.

You don't lose your head, and hardly anyone penetrates your heart.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: is all about the person you're seeing (with no mentions of v-day!)

Your flirting style: honest and even slightly sarcastic

What turns you off: romantic expectations and "greeting card" holidays

Why you're hot: you don't just play hard to get - you are hard to get

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Merry Christmas every~body!! [26 Dec 2006|08:40pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Hope this season is finding everybody well, and in good spirits!
I'm doing fine, just taking it easy... had a brief stint back working at The Bay which is now over, not that I'll see a penny... Christmas debt, huzzah!!
Still havin that party tho!
People! If you're in the neighbourhood,... yes Rowan, this means you too! then totally stop by! And feel free to bring along a friend while you're at it!

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[11 Dec 2006|11:55pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

I am having a party December 30th, 10 pm, BYOB!! ~_~
RSVP if you're coming and lemme know pleeeeeeeeeeze, cause I dun wanna have all my friends flop out and no show!
In news, things have been okay.. nothing too exciting to report.. well... went out for my friend Tasheen's bday Thursday, my brother Ian's on friday and Alex's friend's Peter on Saturday.. am tired!! BUT!!! I must stay awake!! Have an exam in the morning that I'm half way prepared for so I must go back to the studying...

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Snoooooooooore.......... [07 Dec 2006|05:11pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Also a mention to Tash, who's birthday is today, and to my uncle Alfred who shares the day with Sheldon...

Failed an exam yesterday... or felt pretty damn close. Now I have to write a paper for that class and the hell it has inflicted on my psyche can evaporate...
In news...
Went to the Liberal leadership convention last weekend [which cut into my study time bigtime...] and met some people and renewed a few contacts... The food in Montreal is great btw, and I really wanna go back soon.. My only real regret is not having been up to making new friends over the convention which would've been nice but the voice on my shoulder asks if I would've kept in touch and the likelihood is 'no' seeing as I can barely keep in touch with the people I luff now and want to talk to more...
Did some shopping recently tho sadly, not for Christmas presents... I gotta get going on that pretty soon or I'm gonna feel like a real asshole come Christmas morning...
I've realized that I've really relied on my mom to do alot for me.. I can do things for and on my own but I haven't been too great at it... This would be worse if I weren't such a mama's girl but I should grow the fuck up sometime soon no? We went up to Montreal together and I swear, I got lost in a cab trying to get to my aunt's house and all I could think was if my mom was there, this would never have happened... altho I tell ya, the cabbie really shoulda known where he was going but then hey. My french really sux these days... I'm kinda nervous for next semester and my fast track french course.

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Gah. [26 Nov 2006|02:08pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Nothing too eventful has really been going on! Dyed my hair a deep mahogany brown... I like it! It's a change from the usual red.. but I think I'm gonna go back to my natural colour.. gonna just let it grow out.
I saw Gareth twice this week in a momentous shift in my normal socializing habits, woooooooot!! Good times were had tho not much hell raising ensued..
I really have become this anti-socialized person that has no idea what to say to people... although I try hard, sometimes it feels like I'm going unheard. For someone who has such a big voice, this might seem strange but that's how I feel. I don't know what to do what with all the people who get it being so far away that there's no way to see them.. and conflicting schedules and phone phobias taking care of the rest... Boo! I wanna jump off from this life that's so stagnant, dull and confining...

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Trying to be more interested.. [20 Nov 2006|02:10am]
[ mood | depressed ]

Stuff has been really messed up lately.. I've been bouncing between being good, and being not so good. Depression sux. Really. Not that things have been bad aside from my academic career... boooooooooooo.......
I've talked to Sheldon lately which was good as have been missing him... been meaning to get in touch with my other friends but I am NOT a phone person which hinders the process.. and everyone's busy with their own lives.
I've been feeling really asocialized and isolated which is no good... what can I do?
Right now, I feel like getting out of my house and doing something productive.. but no motivation...
I just wanna feel normal again...

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Jus a lil lurve shout!! [03 Nov 2006|02:39pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Shouting out to all the peeps who've been standing by me.. whether near or far! Been missing you 'cause I'm a bloody recluse.. the ultimate in absent minded friends, but that doesn't mean that I'm not thinking about ya'll, missin' ya'll, luvin' ya'll... so just
It's been great to know that people have my back thru all my turmoil recently, and not so recently!
In news, I ventured out Halloween night as a modern geisha, wore the kimono that I got when I was in Japan.. bloody awesome!
Had three tests this week, but tho I did okay on two [pretty okay I think], I'm not to sure about one of them... semester course so I have to make sure I do well on the paper, and on the final exam 'cause there's certainly less room to play with that course!
Downloaded Evangelion Death and Rebirth recently so am planning to watch that right about now actually... it's disgraceful how little of my Japanese I remember! lol

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[28 Oct 2006|06:30pm]
[ mood | groggy ]

Checkin' in...
Tryin to be on this thing a lil more now, 'cause I figure it's about time that I just take time to vent, and breathe, and release...
I have been trippin off some major shit, and basically, I crashed ya'll..
Man troubles.. an' we all know that sometimes, stuff like that, is just messy...
Not that there really is even a man involved... with me, that is...
And I just want it to be over so I can get on with my life..
Somehow I don't seem to be doing it.
Gettin on that is, and it sux.
Men suck.
I suck.
This is pretty much how I feel right now...
Why do I feel this way?
I have... well, my share of the blame, but then, it takes two to tango... and tango we did.
I feel like I have moved on, but then part of me wonders why it has to be about him now, and why that thoughts always turn to him?
Granted, we have our history...
And I get the feeling that this whole thing goes one of two ways: I'm the biggest fool ever, the unwitting idiot, or I did someone a hurt that I don't know if I'd ever be able to mend.
I, have no idea which.
This is the problem...
And I'm stuck. Right there, where it comes to this man, and I guess, time will mend all ills..
Thing is, I’m a lot of things but I’m not a complete asshole, and I’ve been thru my stuff too. I dunno much about his situation in the end really… and I can’t even begin to talk about my own stuff sometimes…
What then do I do, when I want to reach out, but I really just can’t?
I don’t know how.
This… really just perplexes me, and bothers me.
And I can’t quite get up to feeling anything it.
when it comes to him, my knees get weak, and I’ve never even told him.
I dropped some stuff on him, and I can’t even get over the way it’s all gone down since.
it just hurts.
a lot.
and it doesn’t seem to want to stop.
I’ve tried to forget about him, but I can’t and I don’t even know if I can cry about it, him again…
It damn nears killed me once.
I’m afraid to try it again.. and something inside me feels that if I start, I might just not know how to stop.
and I didn’t even think about it hurting until I was choking on it
when does it stop? when does it all stop and when do I ever get over the one who got away, and probably is somewhere right now, congratulating himself on the narrow escape?
Not that I’m tryin to spend much time wallowing, y’know?
There are others waiting to treat me right, and I know that I’ll be happy again, it’s just a matter of time…
I just can’t help wishing it were all over….
never knew that I was this much of a coward, but it’s time I stopped being a mouse maiden and grew into a lioness already…
I’m just on the brink y’know?
But I’ve seen my life forecast and it’s not necessarily easy.. but it’s gonna be quite a ride.
I have absolutely no plans to check out now, and buy in, sell out…
I have no intention of ending up weakened unto death ever again,
I have no intention of losing,
I won’t go down over this man.
Nobody is worth my future, harsh as it seems, but I’m gonna be quite a hellcat!
And I kinda look forward to seeing him again, not to be confrontational, but I intend to do this thing right.
If he ever deserved the chance to make it up to me, I’d treat him right, which I have a niggling suspicion that I may not have always done.
I never said I was perfect….

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I Livvvvvvvvvve~~ [26 Oct 2006|01:26pm]
[ mood | good ]

Okay, so it's been a while, but I'm alive and kicking...
feeling calmer!
Been around, not doing too much... going to school.. on this funky medication that has me tired almost ALLLLLLL the time... which sux cause I get to bed way to early and find it harder to stay awake during the day but then... this could be both better and worse.
So! Are peeps alive?
Recently saw Skippy-alto Sunday.. we went out to the AGO, and saw the Andy Warhol exhibit before it blew out of town... that was awesome mostly cause we hadn't seen each other in a while and it was nice to catch up! Still have plans to explore the city which rox cause it's sad how little I know TO, and I just know that there are tons of little restaurants and boutiques just waiting for me to discover them!
Been wondering about Liz B, and how things all went with April! WOMAN! IF YOU'RE READING THIS, WHERE ARE THE PICTURES! lol
....Been missin' ya, and I shall try to call soonish so we can catch up!
In other news, been going to a chiropractor who rox, and I am blissed out on life three times a week thanx to her talent! [stretches]

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Been Thinkin' [07 Oct 2006|07:01pm]
[ mood | listless ]

Too much lately about things I can't control and I'm thinkin' I just can't control everything, y'know?
Trying to sort thru school and where that's headed, and there're all these questions about life and the universe floating around my head...
Not that I should be thinkin about these when I have so much readin to do, not that this seems to be getting done... I just need to concentrate on school right now, but it's like so much keeps intruding!
Existential crisis leaves behind a residual and I gotta just float free...
Anyone else not too sure what to make of themselves in the universe these days?
Mostly I'm trying to figure out how it became me in the universe rather than me in the world and how do I go back to the way I used to be 'cause I'm pretty sure that was healthier...
The universe is kinda big and I'm still trying to deal with being so small in the world! Knowing that compared to the universe I'm beyond microscopic... is kinda scary no? Makes me feel really insignificant, but then I never thought to add up all the life there really is in the universe and see my place here... Gah!
I mean, yeah I'm small, that's cool, but I'd rather deal with myself in terms of me in the world.. it feels warmer...
Maybe I really just think too damn much.

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And........... [02 Oct 2006|11:07pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

I am in somewhat of a depressed state. Need a job......... gah!! Someone HELP!! About anywhere would do... Rowan, I know you can't help, I blew my own chance at Book City this summer *sighs* GAH!! Bein' broke sux. Bein' jobless sux. And I am in need of something to cheer me up but I have no idea what it could be... booooooo. Am thinking of getting a job at a coffee shop somewhere... *slumps* not that I think it would be that bad really... right?
On a more positive.. have reading to do for school but tho am behind in that, I'm actually keeping up with my classes... took a really concentrated? condensed? type of year that has overlapping info! Wheeeee! I guess, I'm really gettin' a handle on this education business!! Now I just need to figure out just what it is I need to graduate in good time! Lalala, this might not be as bad as all that, even if it takes longer than I want it to!

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WOOW!! [24 Sep 2006|11:44pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

And things have been...... interesting lately...
Anyone else feel like the world is privy to their thoughts, lately?
Cause I walk around with this feeling of being exposed...
not that I can really figure a reason why.......
maybe I talk too much sometimes, and this is coming back to me in a fit of paranoia about being vulnerable...
this would suck..
but I do post to LJ so.... sometimes, whaddya expect?
In better, lighter news....
Woman. Talk to me. I suck at these things, but you go to York now, you WORK at York now, and tho I go to Glendon, there is but a shuttle between these two places, and no one can say we don't have a place to meet up. And yesh, I suck at communication. Just ask Miyu chan if you don't believe me... but you already do. LOL
I can't believe how good knowing that made me feel!
*laughs and runs away*

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MWahahahahaaaaaa!! It's Official!! [22 Sep 2006|03:04pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Only confirming what I already knew!! LMAO

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an extraordinarily shocking result!!!
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Ah classes... [17 Sep 2006|03:37pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Well, the school year's begun... yay classes! Something to do, now that I have no job.. and tho I have every inclination, intention, of getting my ass a job [not literally! lol], this just doesn't seem to be happening. 'm a lazy kid these days... booo for breaking out of my own routine!! .... not that a routine is the best or worst thing persay, but it was a helluva lot easier when it included a pay cheque!! LOL
In other news... wait, is there other news? I really have no idea! Been thinking about how I neglect friends in general and have come to the conclusion that I suck in inter-personal interactions... maybe this is tied to my intense dislike for talking on the phone... but I should really start doing it seeing as I'm missing alot of peeps and haven't done a damn thing about it!
I resolve to hit my friends up on the phone at least every once in a while!! Lol We'll see how that works out for me in the future!
MB!! We still have inner city explorations to do! Still interested?

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[09 Sep 2006|11:14am]
[ mood | hungry ]

gURL.comI took the "Women Warriors" quiz on
My woman warrior is...
Joan of Arc

If you're anything like her, you're probably a passionate person who relies on her spiritual side to make important decisions. Whether it's taking on your parents about curfew or your school about their grading policies, you take the time to look at both sides of the conflict and search out your true beliefs. Read more...

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Hoooooooooly Fuxx... What CAN I Say About This Summer???!! [04 Sep 2006|02:15pm]
I suck at updatinnng...... but here goes!! Been stressing all summer about this, that, and the other, and have damn near driven myself crazy pondering various things... The upshot is, I think too damn much sometimes!! The existential crisis has wound down with my only real regret being that Jen Chivers had not one, but TWO parties this summer and I ended up going to neither!! I haven't seen you in sooo long! And Liz Bowers is a married woman by now, if everything went well! [crosses fingers] Hope it rox!! ...... no unintentional puns intended!! [eyes left and right] Bwahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!! Missed Mary-B's bbq tooo!! Man, I have just lost my entire summer! But my mental state is in a much safer place, so.... what can one do??
Sheldon, if you are reading this right now, I am getting help, am not about to do anything stupid [not that I ever was really, but parents and best friends worry] And I'm sorry I was a bitch, but I'm NOT grace under pressure when pressure is in the mind. Forgive me! And I'll even get dinner next time for slamming your car door!! [blushes shamefacedly] booo....
And now that way more ppl than necessary know that I'm chicken shit at over the phone apologies.. esp if I have to pick up the phone to do it....
Erm... suffice it to say that the crisis was looking kinda serious for a while there, but I'm not diving off the deep end.. got lots to live for, and the mind really is a beautiful thing, and what a waste mine would be if it were gone!!
Aaaaaaaaaaand, enough bragging... lol... school restarts in two days, got a full course load, but I dun think it's nothing I can't handle, now the only thing I need to get going on is finding a job!
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I Livvvvvvvvvve~~ [24 Apr 2006|02:26pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Gah... been sick, semester's winding down... and I just worked my way thru the worst of a serious existential crisis...
The upshot is, my mom fears for my sanity. But what else is new? It's just that she's got more concrete reason now............ [sweatdrop]
Got a new haircut, which looks snazzy if I do say so m'self, but right now, i'm afroed out so, who can tell? lol I was thinking about a birthday party but... [school]wooooooooork...
LIZ BOWERS should be married by now! How messed up is that!! lol And Gareth, you should be back in TO so, call me! or at least respond to this, we still need to hook up and gossip about the past 8-9 months no? Seen Sheldon fairly recently... dropped in on Rowan to finangle a ride... You're the best ROWAN!! lol Miyune, I plan to call you! I swear!!
Speaking of work, I QUIT THE BAY!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Still haven't handed in a resignation letter... booo.. have to write that still but... dunno what to say. Somehow i don't think: 'm out, later bitches, peace!! is gonna over too well!! LMAO No new job lined up which is fucked cause the whole point was that i was gonna keep that job til i found something else... but then, money's not worth the stress of that place! Feels like a serious weight's been lifted from me now... not to mention, there are memories in that place that i need to put behind me now... whether good or bad... can't do that if i see ghost memories everytime i turn around!! [sighs]
But seriously, things are going good for me now.. getting my head on straight, and keep on finding myself, figuring shit out... that's all one can really ask of themselves no? Hope you guys are all doin fine, an if not then, hope you will! Luckily summer's almost here!! YAY!!

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Whoooooooooo Hoooooooooooo!!!!!!!! [11 Apr 2006|08:52am]
[ mood | energetic ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
24 BABY!!!!!!!!!
nevermind that I'm currently late for an exam......... lol! but on my day, well, the world can take its time waiting for me!! byee!
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Thanx HEAVEN!! [10 Feb 2006|09:28pm]
[ mood | chill ]

Reading week starts now!! [flops over]
'm tired.. an' lookin' forward to sleepin' an' catchin' up on school work.. Got a C in kinesiology last semester, so I have to get it together.
Lately, 've been doin' alright.. haven't been workin' much lately so I've been feelin' way better in terms of mood.. that place REALLY brings me down.. so any time less spent is good time!
No love life.. not s'prisin' seein' as I haven't met/seen anyone who catches my interest.. tho for some reason, I've got a few options.. not many but a few..
No real social life either, but then that'd work better if I actually accepted any of the invitations to go out that I get.. [sigh] lol But!! I have been meetin' some chill hippie types like me that really fit my groove, so that's not bad at all!!
So school an' my mental/ emotional/ spiritual landscapes have been my focuses lately.. but hey. Partyin'll be there, my sanity? not so sure. MEH!!! Doesn't seem to weigh even lookin' at it that way to me...
Wells, gots ta jet... there's a joint to be smoked an' my friend's man just showed soo...

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Bwhahaha!! [22 Jan 2006|07:47pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Well, I misspoke before...
This semester is SOOOOOOOO much better than last one! 'm taking Law and Social Thought and Music For Dancers which is really great, I'm having fun with those classes.
AND!! I've made some friends up at Keele.. SHOCKING!! so, 'm startin to find my way around that place... which does alot to make it more tolerable!! In fact, s'posed to be goin' to the movies tonight with a buddy from one o' my dance classes.... he's just like me, except, a dude, an' left handed!! LOL
Gots to be goin for now, so I leave you with this quiz!!

You Should Be A Capricorn

What's good about you: hard working and ambitious, you're practically a guaranteed success

What's bad about you: you can be unforgiving toward people who fail you

In love: you're very picky, but extremely devoted to the one you choose

In friendship, you're: likely to be a good friend but expect a lot in return

Your ideal job: rock climber, sculptor, or practitioner of black magic

Your sense of fashion: preppy and put together

You like to pig out on: meat and potatoes

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As It Happens... [11 Jan 2006|09:45pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Well, this semester... is gonna be alot tougher than the first.. LOTS more work... an' the worst part is... I did it to myself.
At least the material is all interestin'!!
Got home from classes not too long ago... an' jus' finished makin' dinner so am now eatin'... DAMN I'm a good cook! Booooooyah!! LOL
The weather outside.. is frightful. It's 7 degrees out. Daz rite.... PLUS 7 degrees. Most peeps are happy. I am too, dun get me wrong.. but... jus' wut da HELL have we as humans DONE dat da weather is so frickin' off?? An' why isn't ne one else worried?? We're really fuxxin' up Mother Nature here ppl, an' I guarantee... she AIN'T too happy about it!!
However.. 'm gonna take a walk as da weather IS nice... nicer.. an' fresh air is alwayz good!!

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Booooooyah!! [09 Jan 2006|08:09pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

You scored as Theater. You should be a Theater major! Like a bohemian actress, you are seasoned and confident and not afraid to express yourself!






























What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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Auuuuuuugh [09 Jan 2006|07:54pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

Well, Xmas is over... and a new year has begun!


New semester at school... work still sux!! lol Feelin' lots better lately.. now dat there'z no more XMAS MUZAK FROM HELL!!! Am somewhat distressed by da xmas weight gain.. but den... not really!! More annoyed by da crazy breakouts on da face.. DAMN HORMONES!!
'm lyin low nowadayz.. an' I keep meanin' to update this thing waaaaaaaaay more dan I do.. BUT!! too lazy to come down to da basement often... soooooooo.........
Have seen Sheldy lately, an' good timez were had. Been missin' Miyune like crazy lately... [sighs] an' am contemplatin' a trip to Texas to commit a kidnappin'... LOL Better watch out chickie!! Wait... dat would require moola an' an escape plan... which would need moola... Bah! Better wait 'til I come into $$ then!!! LOL
As you can see, 'm hyper!! Could have sumthin' to do wit fallin' in luff wit anime all over again! Or bein' intro'd to a new fandom!! Naruuuuuuuto!! Curse you Miyune!! I NEED NEW FICCIES!!! HAVE BEEN ACTIVELY LOOKIN' AN' I GOTS TO FOCUS ON SCHOOL!!! [sobs] But datz over now!! NO! I MUST focus!! Demooooooo..... Sasuke to Naruto wa sugoi desu!! Totemo kakkoi!!
Speakin' o' anime.... ebay is both da BEST n' WORST thing to ever happen!! [sobs]
'm hungry an' have a headache..
more later??
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Gaaaaaaaaaah [20 Dec 2005|04:31pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

The last four days have been muyo fatiguing...
Work. 'course... an' lemme tell ya, I can' stand all the sales that stores put on to try to lure in customers; usually, these LOOK like good deals, but're usually the same deals that happen ALL YEAR an' ppl rush in thinkin' they're gonna save, but aren't, plus it's XMas so they're all tryin' to get a ton o' shxt done.. AND THE WHOLE TIME, THE STORES ARE UNDERSTAFFED.
So who really suffers? Salesppl.
On that note, be nice to the staff man. We're fxxkin' doin' the best we can... an' we DON' wanna be there. You, on the other hand, have the choice.
OK~~ Rant aside, I have the day off today.. an' mummy's gotten some work done 'round da house so my room now is a total haven... mmmmmmmmm..... an' I don' have to leave it 'til Friday if I dun want...

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Quizzes~!~ [15 Dec 2005|12:08am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I LIKE this one!!
You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

Erm... yeaaaaaaaah.. I guess this does fit..
What Your Sleeping Position Says

You have a passion for everything - including sleeping.
Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.
You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers.
You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.

And I do like this one!! Lol
How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.
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Yooooooooooo............ [14 Dec 2005|11:45pm]
[ mood | creative ]

Today I was awoken much too early an' 'dragged' to Ikea to do some shopping... This was pretty okay seein' as we were goin' to get me shelves for the new room. ;p
Luckily there wasn't a whole lot of XMas muzak or I'da lost mine mind...
Not havin' more school ROX as I can legitimately sip on this french vanilla vodka mudshake an' not worry 'bout havin' to be anywhere in the morn, or even noon... What's even better is that my boss has NO idea I'm done classes an' I dun plan to enlighten him! LOL
So... I dun really know wuz to say..
Saw MB last night.. which was both good fun an' nerve wrackin' but that'll stay between us girls.. We DID discover the Cadillac Lounge which has both cool lighting an' decor, but also good food. We rated it a 10.. not an easy thing seein' how picky both of us can be.. Meh! Lol
Then I went to Kat's for an evenin out.. an' sampled scotch for the first time.. an' can't really say that I enjoyed the experience... even when it was watered down for me, which leads me to conclude that my tastes in booze has definately changed coz I no longer drink vodka much, but I DO like white rum an' tequila.. Not that I really ever minded tequila but da rum?? o.O That's new! Must be the south american blood!! LOL
I made it home in one piece, this due to mummy also bein' present, an' I ended up on the phone with Miyune for like, 2 hours, which was GOOD as haven't talked to her for toooooooo long...
SO yesterday was a really good day... an' today wuz alright.. Found an old stash of weed, which I promptly smoked... I luuuuuuuuuv when that happens 'cause it's so potent that it doesn' take much to get you fuxxed!!! LMAO 'm not stoned anymore, but, I DO plan to finish the last of that stuff.. No sense lettin' it hang around for MUCH longer!! LOL

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Yay! [08 Dec 2005|02:11pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Classes done for da semester... Joy!!!! No havin to get up rox!
Erm... wuz new? Not a whole lot... Could be rantin bout how much I dislike XMas... 'specially da incessant muzak, but we all know this already...
So! A request then..
NE one have any decent muzak they can recc?? 'm bored with my stuff an' wan somethin' new... My taste runs to jrock, trance, drum and bass, rock, house, anything that has a message about the state of the world [like, political, spiritual] ie Incubus, Delerium, Erykah Badu, Esthero, erm.... I dunno! HALP!!

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